Anonymous asked: I love reading your replies to people. Pretty inspiring stuff. My question is: Are there any people in particular that you feel inspired by?

children, people near death, and people who struggle daily for food or water

slytherinsaa asked: what is your opinion on bilateral gynandromorphic butterflies?

one side can be male one side can be female. my opinion - I’m sure there are many people all over the world who can relate

starshine-automaton asked: I'm sorry if this has been asked before, but how do you get your inspiration back when you loose it? I'm loosing my inspiration to draw and write and i barely have any motivation to do anything anymore. my body has no energy and would rather just sleep the days away. what would you do to get inspired and out of a rut like this?

well for me, despite its difficulty, i always try to remember that there might be forces at work beyond our comprehension. of course, i also know that there might not be. 

so already my reply is convoluted and not so helpful. all i know is what i know from my life experience, and i think my best answer is this -  

ups, downs, ups, downs. view them as so, ride the wave and know its a wave. surround yourself with as much light or dark beauty as needed to always have close proximity to possible inspiration, when it decides to strike. 

use technology as a tool of efficiency. thats hard with all the distractions, but discipline yourself to not let it rule your live. use IT and not the other way around. if its too distracting, carry a note pad or sound recorded instead. make lists. 

xxxkewkiesxxx asked: Ah, so you're transcendental, like Thoreau? It was the "God lives within us" that caught my attention, and made me thought of him and the belief.

cool, yes he is a trip of a dude. EXCELLENT beard. 

but no, i am in fact not really anything. i am just another mote of dust floating out here like you. i use the term “god” loosely. some call it god, yes. some call it the spirit. some call it love.  some call it intuition. some call it the gut. 

whatever it is, i try to follow it. it has shaped me into the dude you see before you, behind your screen through the 0’s and 1’s. I’m not really into categorizing to be honest, and no disrespect if you are. im just into horchata, plain and simple

mallendrae asked: Hey there! Out of the runs/challenge courses that you are planning to take part in over the next few months, do you have one in particular that you are looking forward to the most? :) They all sound super fun.

hey, Jes. yeah, everything I’ve signed up for is gearing me for the toughest of them all, it is called tough mudder, and it takes place at the end of the year. it’ll be the most physically straining thing i will have ever accomplished, and i will accomplish it. i am now forced to get into the best shape i can - to simply finish the race. but i am also driven to place high up in the ranks, I’m that kind of guy, so i am excited to give myself a chance to use this body and good health I’ve been gifted to its fullest, most extreme extent. if even for once in my life.